A long and hopeless holiday is going to end. I kept asking myself ,what have i done? The truth is : nothing. And it hurts...Holidays are not extended, but trainings are cancelled. Nat comp is not pushed back...I'm feeling so pressurized. And there comes all the tests. Can i really handle all these shits? I think i'm gonna move to jp soon. then i wont be so lonely anymore. At least, i might not take bus alone anymore. haha, looking forward to it. Good mood is always not with me these days. and my dota deproved like crazy...i think my game career is gonna end soon LOL. GUYs, Have u heard the h1n1 joke? if not then spread it around :D.